Hello world!
Cecilia here writing about our friday at the Education.
Cecilia here writing about our friday at the Education.
As you all know we had ballet and tap so my knees are kill kill killing me. I loved the ballet but really, really didn't like the tap. I have been taking one tapclass before, and off course the class with Jillian, but I still don't like it, and I know it have something to do with me feeling like I am a big elephant doing it.
I hate it so much that I know that I will buy tapshoes and try to learn the basics just to have them because it would be a good thing for me to learn.....hm....why do I do this to myself. Mohahaha xD
Today we only had 3 hours at school. We did good yoga as a warm up lead by Marilena, I love Marilenas yoga. My body needed that and the last 2 hours we worked on the Matrix show.
I miss the week with Huyen. The weeks after that amazing week has been weird for me. My musicality is just off, and I cant hear any music :-/
I am having a hard time getting choreo into my body. I feel like I am not able to create either. So I'm starting to get very angry and frustrated.
Ahhh what happened? Why are my body doing this? It has been a couple of of weeks with me feeling like this now, and I'm scared that I have to start all over again, and that is making me sad.
I have worked hard as hell to get and feel what I felt during the week with Huyen, and the weeks before. I feel like everything just flew away.
I don't want to end my blogpost like this, sad so....
Omg! Only one week left of school and only 2 weeks before L.A.! :-))))
'm so excited and so nervous. Jippi!
Love to you all <3
Cecilia Tram
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